My twin sister is pregnant again. First Try after her miscarriage in August. I don't want her having a repeat of the event, but it still hurts. She gets to try again and it worked. I don't know if I even believe the word "blessed" anymore. I almost despise it. I think a better word is luck. I'm really struggling with my Faith right now. I don't believe in "meant to be."
I'm struggling with a lot right now and its all internal. I don't have the words to say because I cant pinpoint how i feel.
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